Purple Ranger and her DREAMS

Kami menamai diri kami abas-anak basket-

Unyu sih,

tapi itulah kami

Ranger Ungu, Ranger Unyu.

Seperti post saya sebelumnya, 

saya kangen abas.

dan yang ngangenin itu:

Kangen waktu kita menang!

Kangen waktu ngerasain betapa berharganya seteguk air

dan yang paling ngangenin dari abas itu Benedicta Putri Dumatubun! :D

teman yang paling gokil, lucu, asik, jayus, gak penting, apapun itu

kami selalu saling menyupport satu sama lain

kami selalu bercanda, dan ini yang bikin gak pernah bosen latian

kami selalu ngobrol tentang lagu-lagu atau band-band gak jelas

kami punya impian yang sama.

Sama-sama main di DBL.

Sama-sama ke LONDON!!! :D :D :D 

tapi sayangnya, impian pertama itu kandas di tengah jalan.

Saya ingat dia pernah bertanya "What is the good thing of being an Official?"

dan mungkin nanti saya akan bertanya lagi

"What is the good thing of being a Supporter?"

haha ha...

impian kami gak cuma sebatas DBL aja.

kami masih harus mengumpulkan uang,

belajar dan beasiswa!

dan LONDON kami akan segera tiba (semoga, amin!),

sabarlah menunggu kami.

apakah besok masih berlanjut?

Besok latian pagi lagi.
Ketemu abas, ketemu ce melly lagi.


Kangen juga,
seminggu gak bareng abas.




Seminggu gak bareng mereka ternyata nyiksa,
apalagi seminggu ini saya ditemani ke-galau-an,
ke-labil-an, hah...
Bisa anda baca di post yang lalu.










Besok penentuan.
Besok jawaban.




Apakah karir saya sampe disini,
apa masih lanjut.




Udah pasrah sih, cuma ya gitu
saya belum punya fondasi yang kokoh




Kalo dibilang takut sama masa depan,
ya jelas takut,
takut nyesel,
takut mengecewakan orang




yasudahlah, tidur lebih enak.

Gaia, mother of Earth

Happy Earth Day! Keep this on your mind!
Reuse Reduce Recycle!
I you do care about Earth, you better do this too

Bike to school as I did :)

Be a patriotism that love our country, our land, and our Earth

and Love you mama, mother Gaia!

Anyway, It's Good Friday.

2 days left before Easter Day!

yeap yeap yeap! :D

Be happy :)

minority in endonesia

Done the photo session with PaPi Sanmar.

What a nice yet tiring day.

My mom took a pict of me and my friend, Marissa.

On the second day of this photo session, my friend told me something.

I heard that my coach had replaced my position as DBL player.

Huh, he must be kidding! Yeah, stupid jokes!

I didn't believe him, so I put away that bad feeling.

.....

15 minutes later, I asked my captain just to make sure bout that news, and guess what?

It's not a joke! Ha ha ha. Hell yeah!

Taken out from Basketball team isn't a good deal!

It's only one month left to be the winner!

But why?

Why they replaced me?

If it's just because I didn't join the rehearsal for two days, why only me?

It's unfair!

Yeah life's unfair!

Then I knew the reason.

Reputation, misunderstanding, fairness, and right.

I tried to fight against fairness in Sanmar, and I always be the unlucky girl in this situation.

It pissed me off!

Then I realized, this is Indonesia, unfair country!

Where there's no fairness for the minority!

sigh.

yellow

saya jadi lembek kalo lagi:

banyak ulangan / tugas

dikejar deadline

latihan fisik

mencret mencret

banyak tekanan

sama kalo lagi kangen

'tapi kalo terus terusan lembek gini mau jadi apa?'

bentar lagi libur panjang-2 minggu tepatnya

tapi gak bakal menyenangkan kalo tetep aja lembek

gak bakal tenang kalo tetap dikejar deadline buat pagelaran seni, ulangan atau tugas liburan

gak bakal santai kalo terus terusan latihan

gka bakal berkesan kalo gak kemana-mana

bakal plain banget kalo kangen

'ah, manja banget lo xel! liat yang lain mati matian belajar kamu malah haha hihi disini'

'bangun woy! belajar! nilaimu jelek!'

saya sadar-langsung tersadar begitu inget mukanya bu tini waktu bagi kertas ulangan

saya sadar sekarang, saya harus kuat.

gak boleh lembek, demi masa depan

demi yellow!

*last sentence it's only a matter of time

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time